Today, I’m starting a new day in another country.
I’m starting a new life, a new job, a new hope.
Today, I kiss Oman goodbye.
I have lived in Oman for more than twelve years
I have had a lot of “firsts” in this country
First serious loving boyfriend, first to kiss and love the man I chose
First to be truly deeply brokenhearted because it wasn’t meant to be
First to be fooled and taken advantage of by the man I thought was mine
First to break a blue pen in front of a student out of classroom annoyance and overhead disrespect
First to be hospitalized with oxygen covering up my whole face, full antibiotics, and injections due to severe health condition
First to be betrayed by people out of money, career, fame, and power
First to learn to deal with people and circumstances through great diplomacy, bureaucracy, grace, and kindness
First to feel so weary, competing, and chasing my career, love, and life that I desire, but no doors seemed to open, no chance, no luck anymore
First to fight for what I know was right and I deserve
Yet, I kiss Oman goodbye.
I thank you Oman for the bitter-sweet memories
Thank you for the enormous horizons you have shown and given me
Thank you for the vibrant, pinnacled high-rock mountains
Thank you for the grandeur where the sun rises and sets
Thank you for the silvery-blue seas in the midst of a full moon
Thank you for the deepest clear green ocean I’ve ever seen
I thank you Oman, and I kiss you goodbye!